so long,
as i knw,
i cnt gv any solid promise to u,
i cnt secure u on mental n physical,
there present many "cnt" on me....
it press me dwn frm daring myself to move a single step closer,
as it shown to me that...
i m nt good enuf,
i m far frm reaching the "posible",
and, i m not ready to go on...
if here by i tell u,
i wish to take 5years tym,
to make myself better,
to prove to myself tat i m serious enuf in this,
and,
in u....
till then,
i would tel u,
i like u....
will this be a burden to u???
or,
will u give me a "yes"???
erm, eng eng bo su zou (lazy do homeword), so play wit word....
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ReplyDelete"if....
if here by i tell u,
i wish to take 5years tym,
to make myself better,
to prove to myself tat i m serious enuf in this,
and,
in u...."
it's gud u can prove it but do u tink within dis 5 yrs,she's still available 4 u?
ReplyDeleteseizes the opportunity, u will never know the answer, until u step urself forward...guessing, wondering, all these feeling are just going to stop u from everything... if this really happens to u lah...haha..
ReplyDeleteedi, haha, thank..
ReplyDeletewenlyn, if nt available, tat prove we r nt meant to be a pair, so no point forcing n sad of, no wory la, i m nt as clever as alviss kong.. ahahah, tat y at the last part i ask "will this be a burden to u??"
weijan, haha, erm, u see the 3rd paragraf, the 1 edi like... no point trying since we r nt sure hw serious we r in it lol.. i m nt the type "start 1st, then will knw hw serious we are" de lol... hahaha
anyway, its bek to... "if this really happens" la.. wahahhaha
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ReplyDeleteif zzz?? u mean if slp??? go a head... tat good.. hahaha, just make sure u never spent ur tym on bed again this sat...
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